Short Meditations in Mark’s Gospel: 36. The Real Need
Mk 2:4,5 they made an opening in the roof above Jesus and, after digging through it, lowered the mat the paralyzed man was lying on. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, “Son, your sins are forgiven.”
Sometimes Jesus says things that are completely unexpected. This is one of those times. The four friends know what is wrong with their friend – he is paralysed. That is quite obvious. He cannot move and he’s probably been like that for a long while. The diagnosis is simple – he needs healing of this paralysis and so they are expecting simple words of command to be healed, like they had seen and heard many times before.
But what do they get? “Son, your sins are forgiven.” What? What have sins and forgiveness to do with this? It’s healing we’re looking for, not forgiveness. It’s another of those challenges: do you think that Jesus knows best? Was this paralysis linked with sin? We don’t know for we aren’t told. Whatever is going on here? Sometimes we aren’t told and we’re just left to speculate! I can only assume that deep in this man was a sense of guilt. Was it linked with specific things that he had done? Or was it just suddenly being in Jesus’ presence, he was aware of Jesus’ holiness (like Peter – see Lk 5:8)? We don’t know, for we aren’t told, but I suspect that both answers could be true, for one thing I have learnt over many years of being a Christian and a good number being a Pastor, is that we all of us suffer a sense of guilt and it is that which keeps us from receiving God’s love.
Yes, even with mature Christians I have observed it. Perhaps we have sinned and then we have confessed and said sorry but the enemy plays on it and challenges it and we wonder if that thing still remains between us and God. So, thus, we need reassuring again and again that we are loved and when God says He forgives us, He really does forgive us! Then there is a widespread sense that lurks deep down that we are not worthy of God’s love. He is holy and perfect and we are not! Thus we feel guilty and we need God’s continual reminder that we ARE forgiven by the completed work of Jesus on the Cross.
There are those who sound very spiritual and say, “Believe it, brother,” but I have to tell you that my experience tells me that even those people, when you get behind their façade, need reassuring. We all do, it’s part of being tainted by sin and it is one of those things we need God’s help with until the moment we leave this planet!