34. Determination

Short Meditations in Mark’s Gospel: 34. Determination

Mk 2:3,4 Some men came, bringing to him a paralytic, carried by four of them. Since they could not get him to Jesus because of the crowd, they made an opening in the roof above Jesus and, after digging through it, lowered the mat the paralyzed man was lying on.

Sometimes illustrations or examples in Scripture are so simple and straight forward that we almost miss them. In these two verses we possibly have one of the best illustrations in the Bible of simple determination or, if we like to call it by its other name – perseverance.

Consider what happened. There is a man who is paralysed and who obviously cannot move himself. Fortunately for him he has four friends, one or more of whom have almost certainly seen Jesus at work. This has convinced them that here, is a one-off chance to get their friend healed. They had seen Jesus do it for others, so what he can do for others, he can do for their friend! Of this they are absolutely sure. Is our lack of determination or lack of perseverance, I wonder, sometimes because we are simply not sure of Jesus?

It is not always so simple in our minds is it?  For example I am a living example of this at this very moment. I have for a number of years been troubled with damaged knees.  I was sure the Lord would heal me. One day fairly recently I happened to go to a healing seminar, largely to learn about how to better pray for the sick. There someone prayed for me and my knees were completely healed. Yes, they were, of that there was no doubt. For the next two days I was completely free of pain and had strong legs, and then on the third day while out walking, I fell in a pothole and twisted my right knee which buckled, pulled me down and twisted the left knee. Now – and this still continues a month later – I am in more pain than I was before.

Have I prayed again – yes! Have others prayed for me – yes!  Have I sinned – not to my knowledge! Is this a ‘thorn in the flesh’ – not to my knowledge, I don’t get the revelation Paul got! So why has it happened? I haven’t a clue! But one thing I do know and that is that God loves me and God’s desire is for my good and so if it is a case of the enemy withstanding me so I have to wait ‘twenty one days’ (see Dan 10:12,13) then  so be it. Am I going to continue to pray for my healing? Yes! Am I going to continue to ask others to pray for my healing? Yes! Why? Because I am convinced that Jesus does still heal and that having healed me once, he will do it again! However long it takes, we’re going to get there!